Diddy lost his ex and mother of 3 of his kids yesterday at 47. Kim, who was an actor and model was found dead in her apartment at 47. 50 who claims Diddy still loves her very much has now sent out a condolence message to him, asking him to take heart.”R.I.P to Kim Porter, I send my condolences to her friends and family. She was loved and will be missed dearly. I know puff is hit right now he loved her for real, soul mate type shit. Chin up puff, Positive vibes only,” he wrote.